does anyone noe how i feel now mah....just feel like stoping all the pain i'm havin...am all alone...there no one to turn to.......
mayb giving up is the best way to stop all this suffering..i wish to giv up but can i???i noe waiting on is meaningless...really cant bear this feeling....haiz...mayb this time is for real....giving up.....just cant take it anymore...acting like a fool....a single msg can make mi smile but i noe the msg is just a msg...y must thing turn out this way... :'( bye to all my misery...wont be turning back to the same old path..leading on....u hurt mi deep but stil i choose to wait but it like waiting for nth...
giving up
lost in the rain of my own tears,to wash away the pain n fear
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
4:53 PM
-W-H-Y-....haiz... :'( it seem like in her heart she hav already found someone...really lost...really broken...really hope one day she will be mine once again but it seem tat i am just thinking too much....
take care of urself,get well soon
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
8:24 PM
haiz..i miss u lots..but wat can i do beside waiting...u hurt mi deep but i cant just 4get u....sometime i wonder do we ever hav a chance to be back again,my mind say no but my heart say yes...can someone pls help mi..feeling helpless.i dun wanna gif up,i dun wanna lose u...but as the saying goes,"if she is mean to be urs she will return if she is not then no matter how she wont be urs" m i just thinking too much???haiz...or really wat the saying is true...argh!!!!but no matter wat...just praying for a miracle to happen for u to come back to my side...haiz...
hope u take care of urself,dun get to stress up
feeling lonely,seems like there no one i can turn too,those of my friends which i turn to when i am down i just cant call them anymore,cause somehow i am just like a pest n i dun wanna disturb anyone in the middle of the nite....keeping all my feeling inside..but somehow it seems tat i am going to explode anytime....
anyway watch initial D today,was a great movie,it is a movie not to be miss..
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
1:12 AM
haiz~~feeling horrible now...hav a dam bad flu n i just cant get to slp..this few weeks hav been slping very late..haiz..just cant slp early...too much things on my head..haiz....n now wif this flu..it will be hell for mi..it seems like nth goes rite for mi..anyway...holiday gonna end soon...need to buck up on my study...for this holiday nvr ever touch a single book to revise..haiz...
*until now i still cant get u out of my mind*
-but i am getting tired,cause some how its seem tat i am making a fool out of myself-
^can u show me the way into ur heart once again^
needing u
without u my world is INCOMPLETE
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
1:42 AM
argh~~~~freaking bored rite now...someone pls kill mi....life jus sux!!!!!!!!!!!slacking at hm for almost everyday...fucking bored...its like a routine in my life...fuck it...should be certified as a pro slacker.....hate my life....wanna go out oso so hard..no one to go out wif...WTF....wat hav my life become???feel dead...
*getting tired*
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
2:50 PM
hoping u would know how i feel
YOU ARE YOU ARE
maybe u think u're not right for me
that u'll never be everything i need
well i tell u straight from my heart
u are u are
u are u are my reason
u are the air i'm breathing
ask who's in my heart,u are u are
if only i wanted to run away
i'd go only if u would come with me
cause no one can talk to my heart like u are,u are
oh,if i do u what u do for me
if i'm on ur mind every time u sleep
say the words and no matter how far
i'll be where u are
u are u are my reason
u are the air i'm breathing
ask who's in my heart,u are u are
ohh,i wish u'd ask me how i feel
i'd say that i'm infatic
ohh and when u're near to me
this urgency is automatic
ohh u're my addiction girl
and i don't want to break the habit
i'd say that u're in my heart
u're in my heart
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
3:04 PM
haiz...sometime i just ask myself...where do i stand between my friends???duno how to explain y will hav this kind of feeling bah...but it just sux...haiz...anyway...today took back three paper....disappointing result....all fail...n i even got one 0...tats great man..how can i pass my O liddat??argh...fucking life....been slacking more n more this few days...where r all mine determination which i use to hav???haiz...
*heart hurts for some reason*
-knowing u is the best thing tat ever happen to me-
-i love u-
waiting 4 u
-u appear in my mind every sec,cant get u out-
-i miss u lots-
the thought of u just make mi smile
*darReN blew yOuR kisses //
6:43 PM
